Being emotional human again!

I found tht lately I have become emotional again! I din repeat tiz 4 such a long time. I rmb my las time fatt zhok was when i was dating. SIgh... stupid.. din controll it well. Well, I admit i din try 2 control my emotion when im angry. Jz like jznw.. wheni was driving, the fron car dun cross the road which the traffic light in front was stil green-ing. I wan 2 pass tht green light. but den cz of tht stupid new car, I hav 2 wait 4 2nd green light! huh! i noe it was jz a small matter. but den like tht i oso can get mad.. omg. terrible rite? i tink cz of i come back 4 my holiday. i spend alot of time wif my family. They too tolerate wif me... haha..manjakan saja..My rude words getting more n more too! must control it. if not.. i sure wil become it as a habit when come 2 social. haha! smile! :>